seriously, i won't give a damn this year..

seriously peeps.. i'm not goin to look to stupid problems anymore. fine. i won't bother u anymore. do what u want then, it's my fault(it's supposed to be patrick's word,, but it is soooooo right) i'm not gonna be the ME last year, like gettin pissed off bcoz of small things.. i don't wanna ruined my life this year. u hate me, u r angry about me, or what peoples look in me, bout my matters, problems.. seriously i won't give a damn anymore.. i've chosen to concentrate to my studies this year. and meddling with people stuff's can make me stress. so, i don't want to involved about it anymore. i don't wanna get slapped anymore. well, peeps. if u wanna say i'm a kind person, so be it, and if u wanna say im an evil person so be it. i should get on with my life. if people want to get along with me, so be it. if they doesn't so be it.it's their choise. i'm tired of giving some craps damned bout this little stupid things. let the peeps say that i'm a bad person or a sinister person, so be it. i ain't gonna give a damn about that thing nymore. let me concentrate for this only one year.. seriously i am sooo wanted to be an architect.. sorry to disappoint.. it's up to peeps or peoples around me whether they wanted to accept me.. i'm sorry.. i can't blame other peoples just bcoz of this. so, i just blame myself for it :-) so, don't worry.. it's all my fault :-)