forget it..

there are lots of things playing on my mind. even my parents doesnt know bout it. but i guess.. everybody have sumthing playing right on their mind right? ok. i know they also have sumthing on their mind.. but i know. im grateful though. i still have my bestfriends.. but tell u what? i wont care bout people that is now being snob to me.. especially after they had left STAR.. i dont wanna care bout them anymore.. except aishah. yeah.. that girl i wont forget.. but the others. whenever i post wall them. write message asking how r u? they didnt care me.. but why when other peoples asked they DO reply?? BUT ME??? i felt that im invisible.. that makes me sad.. too sad.. n yeah, they do changed. yes.. every PEOPLES change. but i hate that CHANGE in them.. thats why i decided to remove/blocked them.. they treat me just like i'm invisible.. maybe right.. im just a GHOST,, people called me GHOST.. in real life too.. i should be a ghost. so that people will afraid of me.. dad. i want u to know this.. please ask me to do plastic surgery at korea and told to STAR that zafirah is already dead.. i wanna be a new one. new student at star or maybe at other places, that people doesnt know me. the old zafirah.. she's invisible.. people left her like that.. yeah, i know.. there r lots of people that loves me, my bestfriend at STAR and my family of course.. n ex primary school.. i just feel that i wanna be a new one. that people didnt forget me. zafirah is a burden right? im just ANNOYING! DAMN! this time this things really hurt my heart...