somehow, there's an emptiness feelings in me that made me cry, i dont know what is that feeling

i feel like a jerk, i've broke many hearts, uncountable hearts, make people angry, crazy, n a lot more. it's bcoz there r many unstoppable questions about whom i like that made me cried. well SHUT UP!! i dont want a guy that have looks but attitude just like shit! i dont want that! i wanna say sumthing but yet, i dont know how to express it. somehow. its better for me being single coz im a jerk towards guy! no need to say! i know that! OKAY IM A JERK BUT IM NOT A PLAYGIRL! i never ever being unfaithful! damn it, this things makes me feel very angry.. that my head is going to burst! im tired of repeating the same questions. that's it.. i've decided it carefully.. its better 4 me to be alone forever. besides, im still 16 right? no need to rush. why do u people bother bout my private life so much?! its sickening! damn it! i hate guys! i hate them!!! =____________________________="