take it easy!

et's rethink.
it's good that you are wearing your head-scarf.
but is it good enough,
that with that head-scarf you still go out with boys who are not your brothers?
and head into cinemas?
went into karaoke lounges?
lift off the scarf when you are at your kampung, with your pakciks whom you are not supposed to show off your hair?
when i rethink of it again and again..
and when my classmate once she said to me..
"when u go out do u wear tudong?"
hurm.. there's a lot of thing you must do to become a good muslim, zaf.

good here means,
you are obeying each and every single thing He has told you.
and leave every single thing that He has restricted you.
amar makruf, nahi mungkar people said..
quote from reading Hlovate's Versus.

"..MUN X PAKEI TUDUNG TAPI X CUKUP SOLAT, LOM BAIT GIK NAMANYA YA... MUN PAKEI TUDUNG TAPI STILL JEJAK PANGGUNG WAYANG DENGAN KARAOKE BOOTH X CUKUP BAIT LAGIK NAMANYA YAA... MUN PAKEI TUDUNG TAPI BAJU X CUKUP KAIN, PUN X CUKUP BAIT GIK.. MUN PAKEI TUDUNG TAPI KELUAR DUA2 DENGAN LELAKI PUN, BELUM CUKUP BAIT GIK TOL X?..."

therefore,
i am not a good girl,
yet. i still curse a few words but less a bit now,
i still laugh like hyenas and blablabla.. but thank God i don't be like noceng right? aiman... bertudung p x mna2. xgna wak tol x?