whenever i'm lookin at them(hers) my hearts feel uncomfortable?

the THEM that i meant was nik, tkhuz... that two girls.. i don't hate them.. but maybe.. they r not my type.. they r too matured(i meant they looked adultish) their behaviour, the way they talk bout boys. sometimes they irritating me.. it's not that i don't talk about boys. of course i don't care.. hurmm.. they are not serious and cried in front of me.. that's why i don't like it. i don't mind if they talk bout boys just don't get sooo over.. and nik, she kept many dark secrets behind me, i know that. sumbody told me. she n zainal.. something they'd done. that's why i felt uncomfortable around them. but i like to be friend with elot(hazi's friend), kikin, mirza(a lil bit), umira, azima and sharifah.. i liked them.. ohhh.. i wonder when am i goin out of the school.. and i like my bestfriend MOST of course, that's med, ghah, cikin and myself.. me with them.,. the most comfortable thing that occurs in my heart <3 thx guys for being with me during sweet and bitter life