should i ignore it?

well, yeah, "should i ignore it?" my answer is YES. people at my house looks down at me, nobody knows my presence in the house n especially when my family compares me to Azrain... when they ask my mark n his mark they said that i'm cheating to all the subjects.. excuse me? me? cheating? i did only once in add math only but for only one question n it's still wrong.. u think he's not cheating too? duhhh! he's the mastermind! i'm sorry but i didn't mean to mock him but they started it! they don't believe i'm not fail in these teras subject. wtf?? okay, i admit i did study a little, i'm not showing off but this is just too much.. wth they said i'm cheating all of it? n yeah, nobody cares bout my stupid so-low result anymore. everybody look to their left sides only, it's all bullshit! n they say my SPM of course would be worse than PMR. can u hear that? it makes my heart breaks! feel the adrenaline moving under my skin it's an addiction, such an eruption.. hey, i just wanna serious this SPM, so please don't mock me n don't u dare to make me give up just like the way i did the last PMR. i don't really care bout y'all in the house just go die! i'm sick of people mocking me n looked down at me.. i'm sick of it. so please.. is it wrong for me to passed? is it right for me to fail then? all of you are such a pain in the ass.. people always thinks i'm a loser. nvm, i just pray to God to vice versa it. u call me loser? then u will be the loser again. Remember, Allah is the most powerful... i swear to Him.. it's no use for me to cry, i accept it. let God decide it......