the busy life now starts here..

guess what? i'm happy with my life now, i don't give a damn bout other people's business anymore. i just kept myself silence now. it's more calm for me :-D well, i got my add math=50% sej=60% chemist=44% modern math=48% LOL PJK=68% BM=80% BI=? phy=72% RC=61% PSK=80% PD=lol i failed(38%) hahaha.. didn't touch PD book at all coz i thought my PD books had gone missing, but i found it under my table in the classroom. hahahaa.. yeah~ maybe majority peoples love staying at home, but i'm not, that's why my blog called wishing for peace n heaven'like home.. i mean, the environment in my house is not good, people's always come in my house, gossiping, fighting, nagging, playing, upside down room, messy room that filled with books, toys, darkness, not a really safe place where my parents or families doesn't trust me n always suspecting me of doing something negative and always thinks negative of me, ignored, no jokes are allowed, stupid pride that i'm getting sick of it, serious damn life. euwh help me.,.. hahahaa.. i still remembered when first, my dad slapped my face in front of people.. i don't care if he slapped me or kicked me or smashed me or whatever bUT PLEASE! at least not in front of people. that's the worst when u r being embarrassed by your own dad IN FRONT OF PEOPLE~ but hell, still about pride, but at least now he didn't slap me anymore. c'mon, i just want my real life, i always run at my cousins house whenever there's chaos in the house. this week, monday-school+extra class after that tuition, no time for revision, do homework, coz i'm arrived at home almost 10 pm. i did my homework until 2 am. or 3 am. n most perfect is doesn't sleep at all if there is too much work. but sokay, i loved to keep myself busy with my ONLY OWN WORK, no other people's work okay? hahaha.. so that i don't need to realize about the catastrophe.. same goes with tuesday, wedneday n thursday.. hohohohhh.. well, although it's like that, it's no use for me to cry over things that had happened, it's just stupid, at least i'm grateful of one thing, in kuching, no war n no nature problem, at least :-)