ouch~

my head feels heavy, there's a lot going through my mind. but i don't know what to said or how to say. no no~ i have to get rid of these negative feelings, soon, i will be away from my family, how would it feel like? will i feel better? will it be more fun? well, my result is not that nice but i take civil engineering course. ohohoho. would it be more fun? there's a lot i wanna say but i don't know what to say. it's just.. urhhh.. my head hurts. but, i'm happy(maybe) lol.. is it nervous? urmm.. oh no. what is this feelings? hehehehhehe. i love u God :-)