HUSBAND
At last.. Finally, im writing about you. Cheers to all the rainbows, thunderstorms and hurricanes(mostly from me lol im sorry) and more to go in our whole life in Shaa Allah (well, thats what marriage is). OK. Throughout this journey i have trapped myself in a depressing reality. Now, maybe coz of matter of time, thinkings, aging, i accept myself for who i am. Gotta love myself and i gotta admit that im surrounded by people who love me or hate me, doesnt matter coz either way, im still on their mind. We are all gonna die one day(sorry if i make it sounds easy. im not actually. Im scared to death thinking about this coz im a sinner. when im dead if i dont repent i'll be even more miserable in the afterlife). Enough already about that. Now then, to my husband. I am so sorry and forgive me for my mistakes, wrongdoings towards you. I realized that i am also getting older so again, im very sorry. Truly, you are the best for me. There can nvr be a guy more understanding and soft to m