i guess..

i guess, i wont tell that boy(someone) who he is. he's not my ex's. he's my friend yerp. yeah.. i wont get mad again when u insulted me, i knew it. im not worth it. okay. what for if i get mad too him? it will makes my heart aches more right? so yeah. just insult me then, i'll feel s bit relief and happy(its fact that i really feel it when i think carefully) its great when theres people says bout your weaknesses, yeah. i dont blame him actually, what for when i blame him? it makes me looks like im denying my own attitude right? hahaz. okay, to this boy, i dont wanna judge you okay? i know u've done many uncountable sins too. we people will DONE it although we didnt realize. sakit hati la jua time ko selak aku k? so im asking u. mun kau tauk ku salah then, ku mok ko klaka trus an aku, pa gyk salah ku? k? ku xpat nk anok kau coz ku tauk, ko akan manas. ok. tell me peeps! what do U really fucking want? ku tauk ko da pls slh k? p ku xmok bangkit juak. duak2 kita da mlh slh. mun aku mangkit nya(to this boy) ku tauk lak ko malu n ko xkan maapkan aku. sama juak an aku. udah2 la. tok kau maseh wak. eh. mun dh xmok gyk mdh jak n ask me to get out of your life. i try once get out of your life. remove u dr frens, tp kau maseh wak add aku nk? mun kau dh bncik gilak ngan aku dude, remove jak aku so kau x prlu igt apa2 psl aku gik k? ku x anok kau lam tok. ku mdh the best yg ptt ko plh mun dah ko suck ti ngan aku k? n mun ko MIKEY aku back stabber fine. bcoz of misunderstanding. mun ko rasa ku tok kwn yg trok, fine, sbb ya ku pdh, mun ko sa ku stab org d blakang, gus ko buang aku dr idup kau k? masa tok ku tauk ko x ska aku, ko maybe bncik aku, k? ku x bncik kau, tp buat masa tok relax dude, ku dlm process mok lupakan kau k? n okay? ko mok aku consider kau mcm stranger? fine. xD n dude, thx 4 everything