at last.. i was taken to a psychologist at timbland..

the psychiatrist said that i'm at the early stage of anorexia.. WTF??? i don't think it would turn up to be like that.. i have more appointment tomorrow. okay2. i'm scared. so, he said that.. it's not that i can't diet.. but my diet style is wrong.. diet means healthy eating, not torturing your body.. okay. now i know why i'm mad lately.. and theres more to talk with him. he told me to relax and not to think unnecessary things. e.g the more i don't wanna be depressed the more it makes me depressed.. i'm to obsessed with ideal body. that i can think i can be pretty. but i'm not worried though. coz i still can come up with it, it's just early stage. so i'm not very worried. the most surprising is.. many obes people or low self esteem people are having anorexia nowadays.. they looks like skeleton. and many people are also dead bcoz of this thing? WTF?? anorexia kills people too? i didn't know bout that.. hurhh..